The Hurt

When you stand on the outside and grab for the hand in. Its pain to see that no one grabs back for you. thats how you feel as when the other tells you its your fault your relationship fails. His family is his life and you are just the waste of his time. Of this is not what he says at least this is what you feel. What do you do? What do you feel. I don't know just the feeling of the nothingness inside and embarrassment as you take blame for the failure 3 almost 4 years right in front of a holiday. sinks the soul and on that note empty is the heart lord protect my heart and soul from what it feels inside.